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Monday, May 30th, 2005
1:43 pm	PLEASE ANSWER THESE THESE ARE FOR MY SENIOR THESIS. PLEASE ANSWER THEM ASAP!!! First of all, do you know what genocide is? (honestly)How much do you care about the issue of genocide? Do you feel that the topic is covered enough in school, or does it not effect you? How many countries do you think have been effected by it? Do you think it could ever happen in the US? What do you think about a genocide awareness day at school where students can become for informed and involved with the issue of genocide? THANKS!! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 30th, 2005
1:13 pm	decision So i'm officially going to San Francisco State! Go Gators...whoot. Purple and gold baby. Yeah yeah I know its been a while. Oh well. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, February 25th, 2005
1:35 pm	moo I have no internet at the present time. Sorry. (Comment on this)
Monday, February 7th, 2005
11:24 am	Why don't we go.. It's been a while. It's raining. And I have to pee. AND I LOVE OLIVIA AND I'VE MISSED HER BUT NO MORE BECAUSE I HAVE SEXY PICTURES. And I have Keane's cd and the Girl, Interrupted dvd. LOVE BOTH. OK going to go back to english. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
11:50 am	this ruined my dads birthday Bush was re elected. God damnit. God.Dammit.I.Hate.Everything. What.Has.Happened.To.This.Godforsaken.Country? ARE PEOPLE SO GULLIBLE THAT THEY'LL ELECT AN APE IN A FANCY SUIT WHO WENT TO HARVARD WITH A C AVERAGE AND ALL HE DID WAS JOIN THE BIGGEST PARTY FERTERNITY ON CAMPUS, IS THE BIGGEST MORON ALIVE AND DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HE'S DOING WITH THE COUNTRY?! Kerry's speech this morning was so sad. You could see in his face that he is so worried for the well being and sanity of America. He knows that Bush isn't right for the job, or to be in politics PERIOD. SO WHAT IS WRONG WITH THESE CONSERVATIVE CHRISTIANS IN THE SOUTH WHO ARE SO NAIIVE AND STUPID? SURE, BUSH APPEALS TO THEM, BUT SERIOUSLY, A POTATO COULD DO A BETTER JOB AS PRESIDENT. IF YOU THINK HES EVEN CLOSE TO SMART, FUCK YOU. I'm moving. Preferably to Antarctica, or another planet. I also don't like this journal anymore. Current Mood: angry (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 9th, 2004
12:39 am	good times in the hood CSSSA pictures!!!!!!!!! thuggin it (kate, sanja, me, sloane) awwww KATE!! Sanjy-baby and myself sexy AWW me kate and kent I LOVE THIS PICTURE SO MUCH meee (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 25th, 2004
11:22 pm	why can't I be what you need Today I poked my nose into being awake to discover that everyone was leaving for universal studios, so I fell back into my awkward slumber. Then in what seems like 7 seconds, the door is opened after being banged on, and in comes sanja, claire and kate. I glance over at the clock and realize that almost 4 hours have gone by. So I go to "brunch", also known as badly cooked eggs that are really mutant looking with a few pieces of really greasy bacon and some peanut butter on bread. I wanted cranberry juice today but they didnt have any. I want my parents to send my tea in the mail. So we eat and then go to sanja and kates room. After we hung out there for a while and taking kiara nightly pictures (we did her facial in potc when shes terrified to death. it was hilarious), we went down to the basement floor and painted on the grafitti COATED walls of the long hall for 2 and a half hours. The walls down there are intruiging beyond belief. I could spend hours looking at the messages and pictures that people have painted, "sharpied", spray painted and drawn on the walls. Its one long hall with smaller halls breaking off of it, which are also covered in graffiti. Over the years, people have written quotes, messages of inspiration, words of wisdom, words of hate, words of forever longing to be happy and just stupid shit they and their friends made up or laughed about. There were pictures of everything, from typical graffiti, to people just saying KILL YOURSELF. It was a huge mural refelcting the culture over the past years, things painted over other people's masterpieces. My contribution was my name below a huge union jack in a pink space at the top of the wall. I also added several band names and a few lyrics. Then I wrote "I <3 going to the beach after its been raining" because it reminded me of olivia. Then suprisingly, I took the big can of white paint and the fattest paint brush we had and found and black spot. I put two huge hearts and wrote mum in one and dad in the other. I wrote tsunami bomb on the bathroom stall door and ac.gray on the wall of the bathroom. Kate and Suzanna put a huge white heart on the elevator door...It breaks in half when new people enter. OOOO emo subliminal messaging. haha. It was such a bonding experience. Kate wrote I love you all over the walls in memory of a lost love... sanja put her love for tosha on the walls and on the bathroom door, along with my HUGE I love england Lucy loves her country, suzanna painted a gorgeous silouhette with wings and claire did a big heart with a quote in it. We listened to the postal service, cursive and alexis on fire while we painted, feeling content with our work. Then I did all my laundry...mum told me i did it wrong on the phone. of course. Tonight was open mic night at mom's cafe... I sang. Emily is funny...she sings the "bisexual bitches, they do they friends" lyrics the best out of all of us. Now im sitting here listening to my music on my headphones to droan out my roomates and get my daily fix of my favorite music. Ive been listening to so many new bands, and its makes me feel like im being recharged. A little bit. [[you've dried out the feeling]] And fuck you, what you said before pissed me off. You lost a brownie point. Now go turn your nose up at someone else. Mopey Kate, mopey kate, its not your fault. I LOVE FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES...THIS SONG IS SO BEAUTIFUL. Its their only chick singing song but its so pretty/sad. This girls voice is wonderful. The rest of the time is guys screaming Current Mood: lonely Current Music: from autumn to ashes- autumns monolouge (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
2:46 pm	SEND ME SOMETHING CSSSA-Innerspark, Lucy Littlewood, Chouinard Hall #334 California Institute of the Arts 24700 McBean Parkway Valencia, CA 91355 meow (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:41 pm	just do it. you know your bored 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how fucking amazing am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I lovable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't (if so. do it.)? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? who? 32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 6th, 2004
8:07 pm	dangling octopus [[Twenty-six years and seems like I've just begun To understand my, my intimate is no one When the director sold the show, who bought its last rites? They cut the cast, the music, and the lights This is my line, this is eternal How did I ever end up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal Ungranted in dead time left me disowned To this nature, so unnatural I remain alone Twenty-six years end, still speaking in these tongues Such revelations while understood by no one When the new actor stole the show, who questioned his grace? Please clear the house of ill-aquired taste This is my line, this is eternal How did I ever end up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal Ungranted in dead time left me disowned To this nature, so unnatural I remain alone Give me something, give me something Give me something, give me something Give me something, give me something real I lay strewn across the floor, can't solve this puzzle Everyday another small piece can't be found I lay strewn across the floor, pieced up in sorrow The pieces are lost, these pieces don't fit Pieced together incomplete and empty This is my line, this is eternal How did I ever end up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal Ungranted in dead time left me disowned To this nature, so unnatural I remain alone This is my line, this is eternal How did I end up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal Ungranted in dead time left me disowned To this nature, so unnatural I remain alone]] (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 9th, 2004
11:34 am	awww *loves it* THIS IS SUCH A NICE PICTURE! eeee I love you Olive, I was V proud of you yesterday. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 3rd, 2004
7:38 pm	Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want. Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 1st, 2004
7:13 pm	CSSSA RESULTS.... guess what????.......... I GOT INTO CSSSA FOR SINGING!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!! I got on the waiting list for acting...ah well. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 28th, 2004
10:40 am	ha. Your Suicide.. by Konstantine Your Name/Username Favorite Number? Favorite Color? Gender? FemaleMaleUndecidedBoth How will you commit suicide? Pills + Alcohol (fun!) How many tries will it take? 4 When will you commit suicide? August 25, 2030 What will your suicide note say? Life is Love. Love is painful. Yet suicide is swift and sweet Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0! SATS were yesterday. my brain = soup. off to san fran today with the madrigals from 2:30 till 9 to sing for a total of 25 minutes (probably). yippie. i've been up for 2 hours and i still fell like i just woke up. (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
10:00 am	ugh god, this day is going to drag on forever. especially since im waiting to hear what part I got in "Alice" aaaaaah *goes insane* (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, February 20th, 2004
6:35 pm	mooo got this from amanda...go ahead and fill it out. YAY BOREDOM! Lucy is ________. Lucy thinks a lot about ________. when i think of Lucy, i think of ________. i want Lucy to ________ me. if i were alone in a room with Lucy , i would ________. i think Lucy should ________. Lucy needs ________. i want to ________ Lucy. if i could describe Lucy in a word: ________. Lucy will never ________ . Lucy can ________ my ________. i hope Lucy never ________. i ________ Lucy because ________. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 10th, 2004
7:45 pm	sweet Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn Your Name You Are A: Poet Your Favorite Band/Song Snoop Dogg - Gin and Juice You Like To Read: Biographies/Autobiographies You Firmly Believe In: Nudity Everyone Thinks You Are: OMG WAY HOTT LOLZ You Were Conceived: Next to a fireplace You Will Marry: A punk-rawker Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0! (Comment on this)
7:38 pm	my love for coriine= burning with the fire of 1000 suns emrald1313: WAHHHHHHHHHH comedytragedy9: ohmigod comedytragedy9: ROAR! *tackle* emrald1313: that was my asian war cry emrald1313: WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH emrald1313: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH comedytragedy9: nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa comedytragedy9: WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA emrald1313: *cuts lucy with dull knife emrald1313: muhahahahahahahahahahahaha emrald1313: *evil laugh* comedytragedy9: :-( emrald1313: you will never defeat me young jedi comedytragedy9: meow emrald1313: muhahahahahahahahahahahaha emrald1313: *uses jedi powers to trip lucy* comedytragedy9: *slashes your face in half with a septor* emrald1313: *shit* emrald1313: *jedi forces bring face back together* comedytragedy9: lol emrald1313: does a backflip onto the wall and summersalts off that on to lucys face* comedytragedy9: aaaah!!!!! comedytragedy9: *grabs your legs and snaps them off8 comedytragedy9: WRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH comedytragedy9: *munch munch* emrald1313: eeeeew emrald1313: oh well emrald1313: to late now... emrald1313: because my body emrald1313: IS POISON!!!!!!! emrald1313: muhahahahahahahahahaha comedytragedy9: *turns into the exricist and throws up a green fountain* emrald1313: eeeeeeeeeew comedytragedy9: *up chucks acid into your face* emrald1313: pea soup emrald1313: *does some weird religous chant to get the devil out of you!* emrald1313: its a good thing my face is protected by the milk comedytragedy9: milk?? emrald1313: because milk kicks acids ass comedytragedy9: what?? emrald1313: hahahaha emrald1313: i dont know comedytragedy9: *smack* comedytragedy9: ..... emrald1313: hahahaha comedytragedy9: *blink* emrald1313: HAHAHAHA comedytragedy9: *shakes head and walks away* im done with you emrald1313: *runs after lucy...* comedytragedy9: your just.....corinne....just... emrald1313: *trips* comedytragedy9: if you could just comedytragedy9: AAAAAAAAAAH SHIT! comedytragedy9: FUCKING A!~ emrald1313: MUAHHAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHAAAAAA emrald1313: what comedytragedy9: COME FORTH SATAN! EAT OF THIS MEER MORTAL!!!!! comedytragedy9: *commands* emrald1313: *uhhh wtf* emrald1313: shoots lucy* comedytragedy9: *flips you off and walks off* emrald1313: "i feel like a cupcake now" comedytragedy9: excuse me/ comedytragedy9: ? emrald1313: haha emrald1313: i dont know comedytragedy9: ARUH YEW WE TAR DED comedytragedy9: ???? emrald1313: thats what you say after you shoot someone! emrald1313: i feel like a cupcake now emrald1313: IAHM SUUUHHH WEEEEEE TaRDED emrald1313: my sweatshirt smells like balsamic vinigerate... comedytragedy9: oh my god emrald1313: :-( emrald1313: cuz some spilt on me during dinner emrald1313: i should prolly take it off now comedytragedy9: you are an idiot, being in your presence makes me more STOOPID comedytragedy9: GO! DO IT LIKE THE HO YOU ARE comedytragedy9: *smackc your ass* comedytragedy9: wow...our conversations are interestingf emrald1313: hahahah emrald1313: yeeeees comedytragedy9: we have so much brutal hatred i mean love for eachother emrald1313: hahaha emrald1313: of course comedytragedy9: corine comedytragedy9: will you marry me? emrald1313: okay...so when i just woke up i tried putting on this one sweatshirt comedytragedy9: huh emrald1313: and then i ripped it comedytragedy9: lol emrald1313: cuz i was putting my head in the wrong hole emrald1313: how sad is that comedytragedy9: asian battle cry! WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA comedytragedy9: *laughs ass off* emrald1313: WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH comedytragedy9: wow corinne...i just....i dont know you anymore... comedytragedy9: VICTORY RETARDED ASIAN SCREECH!!!!! comedytragedy9: *WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA emrald1313: i feel like we've grown distant emrald1313: hahahahaha emrald1313: omg comedytragedy9: what??! comedytragedy9: distant? emrald1313: i was kidding comedytragedy9: but but....but...my love emrald1313: ITS OKAY emrald1313: GOD DAMN emrald1313: CHIILLLLLLLLLL OUUUUTTTT comedytragedy9: DONT LEAVE ME!!! *falls to yoru feet and wraps arms around legs* comedytragedy9: NOOOOOO! emrald1313: STOP FREAKING OUT emrald1313: hahahahah emrald1313: eew comedytragedy9: IM NOT FREAKING OUT!!!!! STOP YELLING AT ME!! emrald1313: i thought you were doing something naughty to my legs comedytragedy9: *CRIES* emrald1313: oh... comedytragedy9: lol emrald1313: its okay comedytragedy9: you stoooopid comedytragedy9: hehe emrald1313: we'll just get you some vicadin and everything will be okay emrald1313: because drugs solve all problems emrald1313: ever heard of ww3? emrald1313: no you havnt emrald1313: why. you may ask emrald1313: because everyone does drugs and doesnt give a fuck comedytragedy9: what are you talking about? emrald1313: and that is why drugs=happiness comedytragedy9: im not listening to you!!! comedytragedy9: drugs=YOUR FACE comedytragedy9: up your ASS emrald1313: hahahahahahahaha emrald1313: how the fuck can drugs=my face up my ass emrald1313: please explain emrald1313: the physics of that equation boggle me emrald1313: *stoner laugh* emrald1313: boggle comedytragedy9: *throws a maceral at you* emrald1313: WWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH emrald1313: ALIENS! comedytragedy9: *looks around8 comedytragedy9: *looks at you* AAAAAAAAH! HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!.......oh..its just you corinne emrald1313: oh comedytragedy9: :-):-):-):-):-) emrald1313: YOURE CALLING ME FAT emrald1313: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH comedytragedy9: YES IM CALLING YOU FAT comedytragedy9: YOUR A WHALE emrald1313: I HATE YOU FATTY FAT FAT comedytragedy9: YOU BLOCK THE SUN emrald1313: hahahaha comedytragedy9: WHEN YOU KNEEL DOWN comedytragedy9: YOUR FAT comedytragedy9: NO ONE LIKE SYOU comedytragedy9: GO HOME emrald1313: do i have my own area code? comedytragedy9: NOW!!!!!!!! emrald1313: but i cant go home comedytragedy9: YOU HAVE 5!!!!! comedytragedy9: FIVE FUCKING AREA CODES CORINNE comedytragedy9: THAT SAYS SOMETHING emrald1313: there is no building big enough to fit me comedytragedy9: LOSE SOME GOD DAMN WEIGHT comedytragedy9: GOD DAMMIT YOU FAT ASS emrald1313: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha emrald1313: omg emrald1313: im laughing so hard emrald1313: phew comedytragedy9: me too yo comedytragedy9: i love you comedytragedy9: wanna talk on the phone comedytragedy9: ???! comedytragedy9: i want to hear your melodic voice comedytragedy9: hehe emrald1313: hahaha emrald1313: no comedytragedy9: oh emrald1313: failure emrald1313: i hate you emrald1313: jk comedytragedy9: DEATH emrald1313: sure comedytragedy9: k emrald1313: fo sho comedytragedy9: call on me housy emrald1313: no! emrald1313: call me emrald1313: dammit emrald1313: im lazy emrald1313: and my fat fingers cant dial on a regular telephone emrald1313: i need a poking stick to dial comedytragedy9: fuck you comedytragedy9: ass comedytragedy9: lol comedytragedy9: i need a poking stick for your EYE emrald1313: and my dog isnt around to ge tit for me emrald1313: hahahaha comedytragedy9: numero please?? emrald1313: 9644186 comedytragedy9: omg you fat ass comedytragedy9: k emrald1313: wahhhhh comedytragedy9: waaaaaah Current Mood: hyper (Comment on this)
Monday, February 9th, 2004
7:36 am	shit Anyone who calls me on my cell phone...call me on my house phone for a while. My dad and I got in a huge fight last night and he took my "cell phone, home phone and computer away" for a month....so yeah whatever. just letting you know because he has it so dont text me or call me on it. I feel like shit. last night I sat on my bed for about 2 hours and cried about everything. About my parents, how i seriously know that im a let down to them and that its just one disappointment after another.The fight was mostly my fault because I was rude, but he blew up and started screaming in my face and shit and threw my phone on the ground... I wanted to appologize but I knew he would still be furious and I didnt want to go near him so whatever. About my friends...about jeff and how i felt like i lost something very special to me, (yes i know shut the fuck up) and just about my life in general. And no im not trying to get you to feel sorry for me. Its a fucking journal, i can write whatever i feel like. I wont be on aim alot too...ill probably have to update from school..which is where i am right now. I might just write my dad an email and say sorry. I dont know. Fuck it. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 7th, 2004
11:28 am	stupid brat Justin Timberlake is a hoebag (5 Comments |Comment on this)